received dear's sms...say he can't accompany me to doctor liao...so damn pissed off that i said him bAck..now on cold waR again i guEss..since there's no replies after that...haiz~ wat do i really want in a relationship? jus a bf who can console me if i'm saD...teased me when i'm borEd, or chat with me on the fone becoz there's a need to..or should i say: "a practice." ?! i noe i dun need that but jus someone who can always be there for me when i want him tOo...though it might sound impossible especially for him...i'm already not asking much..merely dying of seeing him eversince my genting tRip which we haven been meeting up....

however,his reason?! haiz~ dun wish to say it out heRe.....haiz~~

had OT as usual and today,until 6pm..went to the clinic myself and the stupid whole thing cost much more expensive than e previous check-up...$34!! the doctor which i always consule is on leave and back only on fri.. got to c a replace doctor...who noes?! the consultation is $22!! the doctor jus talk less than 50 words lo!!worse than my DOCTOR!! F*** eat my $$..gonna complain it to my doctor on my next visit...

luckily jovin came to look for me..then we had dinner @ Admiratly together..ate ban mEe..NicE~

gonna go bathe now soOn........

**still waiting for his routine call...doubt he'll call todaY... (^_:)